This is fifth of nine essays contained within the first issue of the Adult Analysis Anthology, an experimental collection of longform writing that seeks to expand the breadth of critical discourse around adult games and adult game culture. I will be re-publishing the web versions of all essays from the first two issues of the anthology to this blog over the course of the next few months, but if you’d like to support the creation of more high-quality writing about adult games the full anthology is available for purchase on Itch! Anthology logo by Pillow!
By: Bud Bear
TW: Mention of sexual assault as a game mechanic and consequence for mechanical failure, sexual horror, and transphobia and racism, untintential or otherwise. Stylized capitalization and improper punctuation for emphasis is also a thing here. I maintain a conversational, meandering tone that really is just the voice I speak with.
I’m gonna be real with these Trigger Warnings, I mean every word of them. Turn back now if you can’t handle those topics, and I do not think less of you. Sit down and help yourself to a nice cup of your favorite beverage, and just have a day for yourself. We could all use a little bit more of that. You’re one hundred and ten percent valid, and don’t let anyone tell you otherwise.
I think that Mainstream fantasy worldbuilding sucks. Full stop. It’s so… sterile. Every big author talks about removing yourself from the writing and letting the fiction speak for itself. It leads to the worlds themselves feeling very sterile and the story mostly ending up character focused. For example, The Stormlight Archive is one of my favorite series of all time.
But the world doesn’t feel alive. Sanderson removed himself from it as much as possible, by his own admission, and it feels very sterile until something pertinent comes up and there’s a lore dump. I think mainstream fantasy could take some really valuable lessons from porn games. Specifically the “Literary Porn RPG” genre. I know nothing about the people involved with Corruption of Champions 1 and 2 and Trials in Tainted Space. I am not a part of their communities and I have not spoken to their authors and writing contributors once in my life.
But goddamn, when you’re writing characters based around specific fetishes it’s hard to get more honest about yourself than that. The worlds of CoC2 and TiTs especially feel incredibly gross a lot of the time, and honestly they’re probably pretty sticky, but they are fundamentally, utterly and completely their author’s work. A work of fetish is by definition going to be a peek into the author’s soul, yeah?